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Sunday Tea: My Dream




He crosses my mind every time I close my eyes, I see him all the time in my dreams. I think about that first kiss we shared that left me wanting more, I think about when he touches me; and how he would say my name. We weren’t meant to be but he came in my life, and turned everything upside down. I asked my best friend why do I continue to dream of him, and why I can’t let go. He told me cause I finally met a man that gave me everything, that I been longing for without asking for it. He wasn’t perfect in fact, if you knew his full story you all would look at me crazy like Judaea you know that you deserve better than that. Yes, I do I deserve the world because when I’m in love I offer a man the moon and sun and the earth. But with him in his own way he gave me that the sun, the moon, and the earth. He wipes my tears without me, telling him to wipe them. he took charge without me telling him to lead. He gave me that fulfillment that I was searching high, and low for, he made me feel how a woman deserve to feel but the timing of it all. I wonder if I met him years earlier would me, and him would have been together. Because in my heart of heart I believe that we came in each other lives for a reason, but my heart was too broken to be with an another. Then I wonder was it the sex that got me hooked to his every move, wanting a future with a man that still needed to fix his future. We came so close to crossing paths again, but we both knew it was time to let go I will always wonder about him I guess I just settle with him being in my dreams.


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